Pretty Small.

I miss them so baaad. :(

this where a part of me belongs.. :|

How About You?

Have you ever wondered how things happen between you and him/her? How you felt bad? How you’ve given up you’re all and how much pain you’ve felt.. then suddenly you end up asking yourself? Is is worth the pain? is it worth the sacrifice?

Maybe you’ve been asking same question I’ve asked before or maybe same questions that people around you are trying to ask. There are this weird moments in your life that we felt like giving up is a NO, NO. That we kept on telling ourselves, that it’s just too early to let go because we’ve given up much for it, that’s why we try to HOLD ON. That’s why we try to just push ourselves beyond the limit, hoping that maybe, something will change though how painful it is.

It’s like falling from a cliff and holding on to the rope. You’ve been there for a couple of hours and your hands start to bleed but you still kept on looking up, hoping that someone will pull you up. But then you never noticed that below you are people who are trying to call your name, get your attention and tell you, ‘Hey, let go.. we”ll catch you’ the feeling that your too focused looking up, waiting for that someone to pull you up, that you ignore the people who wants to save you. Letting go of something that has turn your life into extraordinary is quite hard, I know. But giving too much to that someone is also not good. Remember, anything too much is bad.

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It was never easy to pick up your favorite teddy bear and put it in the donation box.. But you know it better doing it, because someone else will be happy having it.. someone else needs it more than you do.. :)

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To the Man.. the letter of my heart.

I

Holding my pen and paper scribbling all my thoughts

Because you gave me all of this emotion, this is what you’ve taught

I couldn’t stand in front of you and tell you how I feel

Your not the man I used to know, I can’t believe it’s real..

II

I never had the courage to tell you everything

i’d just settle staring at your face, smile and do nothing

I had all the chance to hate you, but I never tried to do

You gave me all the reason to walk away, but it seem so hard to go…

III

Until I gave you all the chance to break me

And you did it silently

Deep within I wanted to shout

I had all the fears and doubt..

IV

Staring outside my window mem’ries flashing back

If I could only grab you in my head right now, I would so I could hug you back

But I know it would not be possible

Coz now you’re gone and popped like a bubble..

V

I don’t have enough time to write everything

It wouldn’t even matter if you know something

Because I already made my own self my own hero

And rescued myself to the man I used to know..

VI

And down to my last words, last phrases my pen would write

I’d like you to know I’ve loved you with all my might

I don’t care if this time I’d still cry

For I know this will be the last teardrop in my eye… :(

Looking From Afar

I

I’m standing here looking at you from afar

Reaching out, hoping I can hold your hand

But it’s more than impossible, so i just close my palm

Trying to contain my emotion wishing this feeling is gone..

II

I’m standing here looking at you from afar

Forgot about me coz she got all that you want

Pull my arms back, placed it close to my heart

Wish I could lessen all the pain that’s inside..

III

I’m standing here looking at you from afar

All I got was good mem’ries and dreams seems so far

As I took one step backward, a tear fell from my eye

It took me a lot of courage and faith to finally say goodbye..

IV

I’m standing here looking from afar

I took my last glimpse and it made me smile

You were one of the best thing life has offered me

So I’d be walking away with joy and peace inside knowing that you are happy..